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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Country Word Art

Well you know after 2 long days of work, and 1 more to go as of right now, I come home to some relaxing music that I grew up on. I may live in Orlando, but please don't let that fool you LOL I am nothing but a country gal at heart, and believe me there are times that it gets me into TROUBLE... LoL
Well anyways, I laid in bed for about an hour and a half and couldn't fall asleep (weird cause I am flippin tired) and something came upon me to get up and do word art. Well when I couldnt think of anything else to write... I decided to give you all a few of my Favorites from the songs I was listening to.. (not all of them cause there are 100 songs playing)! I hope there are some country hearted fans out there cause well this is all I could come up with at the time.
I will be back tomorrow after work with some more for you. I hope you all have a wonderful day! I will try not to work too hard, and I will be off for a few days this coming weekend, so I will let you all know as soon as I am here for my break with lots of releases!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
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Saturday, June 28, 2008

New Kit and A venting...

Well here it goes... As of right now I will have 33 hours in 3 days. I worked 13 hours last night... and well I am turning around to go back now. I have another 10 hour shift to work and I am exhausted!
Ok I am saving you all from something you have no idea what it is about, so I hope you all can enjoy the New Kit I have made. It is called Glittery Fun because Just about everything in it has glitter... I hope you all enjoy!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
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Thursday, June 26, 2008

Update and First CU Freebie


Ok I promise you I wont do this much, but I have a lot on my mind. I am late.. if you know what I mean... and well for those that don't, there is a chance that I am prego again... for the first time since losing Jonathan to SIDS. Just the thought of it is freaking me out because all that I can think of is "If I am pregnant, when the baby is born am I going to go through all the same things that I did with Jonathan? Will I lose this one to SIDS as well?" It is hard and I am trying to keep my cool and stay calm about it all.

I will bring you all to a little light, I am 22 years old and well I lost my first born at the age of 21. Hence the name of my blog, creations, tagging name, Nickname, All of the above. After suddenly losing my son at the age of 2 months 20 days, I became silent. I do not talk much to people unless it is on the net, or the phone, possibly because I don't have to look them in the eyes and feel like they look at me differently because I lost my son.

I sometimes feel like I am treated differently because people know that I lost my son, and sometimes I feel like people blame me for his passing. Well I know that my in-laws do blame me because he was in the bed with me! What was I supposed to do, I nursed him and that is what the nurse at the hospital told me to do! She said it would be easier for me and baby when the late night feedings came.

Well no matter what, I will not change a thing with any future children I have due to the reasoning it was not my fault. I was actually starting to break him from my bed, and started the night before we found him. And that will be the same age that any more children we have will be broken from our bed.

But anyway, the thing I am worried about is how I will make it through the pregnancy (if I am) with all the stress of worrying about all these thoughts that are coming to my head. I do not want to go through this again, I was in shock for about 2 weeks, and then when it hit... it hit hard, and that cause me some health problems. It lead to me being in pain physically and I spent the most part of January in the hospital because of gall stones, and an infection in my gall bladder. Well that lead to me having my gall bladder removed. I'm really worried that things will be hard on me and that I will be comparing everything to the things I saw Jonathan doing, and I don't want to do that because Jonathan will still be here with us in spirit even with a new baby.

Sorry I just needed to get that off my chest, and hopefully you have made it this far.... There is something that I made and well I decided to make it a CU Freebie. I hope you all enjoy it, or can find a new way to use it! It is an overlay, and well I took the time place each and every heart that you see! I will be back soon with something else for you all!!

Huggies,

MommytoanAngel

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

New Element

Well I was playing around... here are the results. I liked what I made and hopefully some of you can use them! Still not finished though... have tons more on my mind and I am going to see if I can get anything out of it LOL I hope you all enjoy and until next post wish me luck =)
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel

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Again another New Mini Kit

I have been humming "Gob Bless America" for who knows how long today, and well I decided that I was going to make a mini 4th of July kit, and note that this one took me the longest... I started this one first but took my time as I made the Flag using selections, and then colored accordingly. Then I got side tracked and that is where the other two kits came in. I hope you all enjoy this one... I am off to work on some more things... LOL
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel Download Here

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Another New Mini Kit

Well here is the baby girl kit that I have made to kind of go along with the lil boy kit that I posted previously. I hope you all enjoy it, and I am off to go finish the third one that is already in the works!
Huggies,
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New Mini Kit

Well it has been one of those days where I have tons of ideas flowing through my head... here is the first of three mini kits that I am releasing (as of right now it is only 3). There are 2 frames, two bows and 3 papers... I hope you enjoy and I will be back shortly with another one!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Graduation Mini Kit...

Well here it is... my first mini kit... something that came to mind when I was thinking about all the different things I could do with Just a few items at one time... only took about 30 minutes to get this one cause it instantly came to mind when I was thinking about my graduations (high school and college) as well as all of the cousin's that I have that have graduated... and that are on their way to graduation! Well I hope you all like and well... look for more soon!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Update and Pinks & Purples Freebie

Well I am not sure where I have been but it has been hectic for me here lately! Between working, and enjoying my days off, I am just plain ol' tired all the time. Well not to mention that my days off aren't really days off because I never get to really enjoy the whole day being off. It's either house work that has to be done, or laundry so we have clean clothes... LOL!
Well anyways, here is a kit that I have been working on for about a week, and I am just now getting it finished because I finally got the time to sit here and finish the rest of the things I wanted to put in the kit. Well I hope that you all enjoy, and there will be some mini kits coming out soon... so keep an eye out for them!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Bows Galore!!

Well I don't know why but I got in a mood to make bows last night, and well I did just that! I made 5 sets of bows, some with glitter, some without, and some wow I just don't know what happened to me! I havent been able to make a kit because I just have been having a few personal problems and can't seem to think about what kind of kit I really want to make. So I am in the process of writing out a kit and things I would like to see in this kit, and well all of your inputs would be greatly appreciated! Below are the links to the bow sets, and although it doesn't look like all the previews are showing the bows and glitter bows, there are I belive 3 of them that have the glitter... Hope you all enjoy!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
BOWS PT 01

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BOWS PT 02

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BOWS PT 03

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BOWS PT 04

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BOWS PT 05

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Thursday, June 5, 2008

Late Surprise...

OK well I am late, but I thought I had this posted already. I have been really sick and well I just realized that it didnt post. Sorry guys!

My friend, Missy of Autistic Inspirations, and I have been planning on opening our scrapping space group. Well it is finally here. I would like to announce the Grand Opening of our yahoo group, Dysfunctional Scraps. Dysfunctional Scraps will be a place where we can update people on new freebies on our blogs, Autistic Inspirations and Suddenly Silent Creations Scraps. Also we will be giving out exclusive member only treats as well. Participation is definitely not required or expected. We hope to see you there.

Huggies,
Jennifer and Missy


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Music Notes

Well here is what happens when I am just sitting here thinking about my past. I spent over 3 years in the band, and well When I got to thinking This is what I used to do in all my books with notes... I would color them the way I wanted to when I would be bored. Needless to say I was banned from using that book during class, But hey I got a brand new one, and it was harder at that! LOL I miss being in school and doing marching band and all the great things that came with it! Hope you all enjoy!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
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Gel Cap Letters

I wasnt really in a mood to make anything big or something that was going to be time consuming last night because I have been really sick the last few days. My Wedding had to be rescheduled, and well I have just felt like crap all around. I know for a fact I am fighting against my old ritual of bronchitus /Pnuemonia, but this is day 4 I have been taking Amoxicillian for it so hoping that I get better. I can not sleep so I am hoping that you all will have more goodies to browse upon as the day passes. I feel tired but laying in bed I cant close my eyes or do anything other than toss and turn.
Well away from the story of what I have been up to and feeling, I started playing around last night with a new toy and here is my creation.... Gel Letters... And since blue is my Fav color, that is the color I decided to do them in. I hope you all enjoy them and Please let me know what you think of them as I would love some feed back!
Huggies,
MommytoanAngel
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