Friday, August 8, 2008


I just wanted to stop in and give you all an update on me. It has been a rough 2 weeks on me, firstly finding out that I had another miscarriage on the 28th, and on top of it Jonathan's Birthday being yesterday. Then the start of meds that are supposed to help balance out the chemical changes that my body is going through with the miscarriage and all the other everyday things that I have to live with now. Well we didnt get to do what we had planned yesterday because I just didnt feel like crawling out of bed.
Tonight we will be going to my grandmother's house and are doing a balloon release as well as a candle light visual in honor of his life that was taken so soon after his birth due to SIDS. I really can not believe it has been a year already, but hey it has, and he is in Heaven having a wonderful Birthday!
The day went smoother for me than I thought, I didnt cry not one time after waking, but I have to admit that I did cry when I got home and was writing on myspace to my family! I am doing great under the circumstances, and I wanted you all to know that! I will be working on a couple new kits while I am out tonight and I will have them out as soon as possible!
Keep on the look out cause I will post them as soon as I can. I hope you are all doing well, and Sorry again for being out for so long, Just havent Been in the right state of mind to do anything with all that has been going on, and well Since I was started on meds, Things have been turning a little at a time towards helping me out. Hope you all have a great weekend, will talk to you all again soon as I have a letter I need to write for the balloon release tonight!!